Friday, November 9, 2007

Well Hello there, dear world.

I kind of feel like writing because well, it beats not writing, and it pretty much beats doing anything truly constructive like reading about diseases I might want to stay away from in Costa Rica.

I feel emotional today, kind of. This entry is going to be filled with kind ofs. I'm in a really strange place in my life. I'm not working. I'm not schooling. But in two months I'll be in a completly different time and place.. working and schooling. And who knows what else.

It's kind of nice that there are people supporting me in different ways, but it's also kind of nice that there are people who wouldn't mind it if I just didn't go at all. What if I didn't go? What if I didn't get the gig? What would I be doing right now? Would I actually settle down with one from my deck? Deck of cards that is. Playing cards, you might say. Am I being playful or serious?

I should probably go to the gym or something. Or eat. Maybe I'll try writing some other time.